there are so many things that I want to tell you but haven’t yet. and now I will never ever have the chance to tell you. If I say it out loud, will you and can you hear it? If I finally manage to cry, can you see it from wherever you are now? where are you??? are you happy? how is heaven like?

I want to tell you that getting to know you is one of the best things that have ever happened to me. you showed me that I am capable of loving, that there IS a person out there that can really love me truly for who I am..you put up with my flaws, with my bad habits…you taught me love, kindness, patience…you showed me love and happiness. you made me 100% myself.

You made me a better person.

I didn’t get the chance to tell you how thankful and grateful I am…

please come see me in my dreams tonight? please…? tell me something. just talk to me…I want to see you again…

you will always, always be part of my heart

I love you